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A BEAUTIFUL RUIN

by A Beautiful Ruin

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1.
EVERYONE HAS A STORY Everyone has a story to tell About a choice we had to make Everyone will have to break that shell The one that keeps us awake Parading in dreams Recycling time You twist and you turn But can’t leave it behind Lie all you want But you know where to find me You and I have our stories to tell Which one of them is real? Writing, rewriting in your head The way that it should feel but never said The shadows are changing Playing with time Life is a dream We live in our mind Lie all you want But you know where to find me Every story hides a lie in its place Is this the world you want us to face? Lie all you want But you know where to find me Dreams about How you might feel How can we tell These stories are real? What could that story mean? What could that story be? Dreams about How you might feel How can we tell These stories are real? What could that story mean? What could that story be? Written By: Edwin Chapman, Christopher Desmond
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Together Now 02:59
TOGETHER NOW Days expand And stretch elastically Our lives transformed Chronologically What day is this? Who can say? Tomorrow morning Is a week away A week, a month I can’t remember Last month was June Or maybe November Days blur And march on silently Last week’s events Pass out of memory Same time New room What is today? Facetime or Zoom? Déjà vu What does it matter? Time to visit Time to chatter Trying to get Some business done Waiting for word back So far not one Deadlines shmedlines Read the headlines “Stay Home!” All our lives We thought the present Lasted maybe Half a second Now Now seems to Last forever Hope that we can Hold it together now Together Now Together Now Written By: Christopher Sandin
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Another Day 03:41
ANOTHER DAY Each morning he wakes Washes and shaves Gets dressed and Heads for the door Watching him pull on That coat and that cap She wonders if he’ll be back Another day Oh, just another day Another day Yeah, just another day Who can say? He works as he must There’s just no escape He can’t remember How it feels to be happy She makes up her lists Of the lists that she’s made It’s late now, the days getting longer Another day Oh, just another day Another day Yeah, just another Day Who can say? Who can say? We made this life together And it’s dragging on forever Would life be any better With another lover But I think I lover her Yes, I really lover her Faces drifting out At the end of each night, Sun rising as he reaches the door She feels him shuffling The chill on her back She knows the end’s getting closer Another day Just another day Another day Yeah, just another day Who can say? Who can say? Sitting together The silence mounts Tension thick in the air With nothing to say They head off to their beds And wonder what it’s all for Another day Oh, just another day Another day Yeah, just another day Another day Oh, just another day Another day, Yeah, just another day Who can say? Who can say? Written By: Edwin Chapman, Christopher Desmond
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Oakland 04:43
OAKLAND He turns and kicks the sheet off To see if he’s still there Stares into the mirror And wonders who the hell would care Dawn breaking in the parking lot Dawn breaking like a random thought Giving him away Giving him a way Take me to Oakland That’s all I ask I swear that I am now The man behind the mask Take me for granted If that’s what it takes She came on like a fever Took over his mind Shredding his veneer To see what she would find Far from the outskirts of her heart Still searching for a place to start He gives himself away Gives himself a way Take me to Oakland That’s all I ask I swear that I am now The man behind the mask Take me for granted If that’s what it takes We all come face-to-face With our own mistakes With our own mistakes Never, never say never And if you want me You know where to find me Find me Take me to Oakland It’s time at last I am the man behind The man behind the mask Take me to sunlight No matter what it takes I need to feel the touch Of something wide awake Someone wide awake Never, never say never If you really want me Come on and find me Never, never say never If you really want me You know where to find me Find me Written By: Edwin Chapman, Christopher Desmond
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No One Knows 04:23
NO ONE KNOWS No one knows How this goes But the first four rows Are singing along The streets are wide Cops lining either side And soon we will all decide Who’s side we’re on Cry little darling Cuz where you’ve been Is face to face with Original sin White cult-drunk racists Armed to the teeth Life grows short While the days grow long When you’re bending the arc In the summer sun As sloe eyed girls Turn in sacred circles And the flag unfurls In search of a song Take my hand Cuz where we’ve been Is face to face with Original sin White is the color That never comes clean Rayshard Brooks shot twice in the back Daniel Prude asphyxiated George Floyd, a knee on the neck Breonna Taylor shot Atatiana Jefferson shot Aura Rosser shot Stephon Clark shot more than 20 times Philando Castille shot Alton Sterling shot 6 times Michelle Cusseaux shot Freddie Gray shattered spine Eric Garner choked to death Tamir Rice shot,12 years old, Michael Brown shot Cry little darling Cuz what you see Is the power of An awakening Sunrise this morning How far can you see? Written By: Christopher Desmond
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FOUND MY LOVE I am grateful The whole world cracked Right here inside me There was no turning back I saw love born Born in her smile Like a becoming I don’t recognize A total surprise I found my love at the border There we touched hands Yes, we touched hands She was not as I’ve known her But there in her hands There in her hands I became love When she arrived And walked for miles In the heart of her eyes The hope in her eyes I found my love at the border And there we touched hands Yes, we touched hands No, she was not as I’ve known her But there in her hands There in her hands I found my child at the border And I touched her hand I touched his hand I found my love at the border And there we touched hands, Yes, we touched hands No, she was not as I’ve known her But there in her hands There in her hands I found my child at the border and I touched her hand I touched his hand I found myself at the border In my own hands In my own hands Written By: Christopher Desmond

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Newly minted, defying categories,
bringing a keen perspective to the
human dilemma with alternative,
indie, Americana & jazz inflected songs

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released April 19, 2021

Produced by: A Beautiful Ruin
Horns arranged by: Chris Desmond
Mixed by: Chris Desmond at Entropx
Mastered by: Ruben Radlauer

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Chris Desmond: Guitars, keys, vocals, percussion
Ed Chapman: Guitars, keys, vocals, percussion
Chris Sandin: Bass, guitars, vocals
(*) Ella Sandin: Alto sax
(**) Lily Desmond: Violin
(***) Daphne Kirby: Featured Voiceover
(****) Joyce Pierce: Guest Voiceover

EVERYONE HAS A STORY (***)
TOGETHER NOW (*)
ANOTHER DAY
OAKLAND
NO ONE KNOWS (****)
FOUND MY LOVE (**)

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A Beautiful Ruin Los Angeles, California

After years wandering the musical landscape opaque and formless, Ed Chapman, Chris Sandin, Chris Desmond and Steve Chapman have, at long last raised their banner and declared themselves, A BEAUTIFUL RUIN.

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